OkaroTokohano

Jonathon Smith

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The Man i once was. by OkaroTokohano, literature

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The Man i once was.

To me this world is cruel, with this body to think otherwise I'd be a fool, to see others not see me, for the soul i carry, instead of the damaged man, who has no name or clan, nor even god's gift of an equal start, of disfigured body and tortured heart, as a young man i incurred this scar, not even I thought I'd make it this far. I gave my all, to answer the needy's call, now i lay wounded and forgotten, for people think any soul this body holds is rotten. I've bled and nearly perished, for all this I've ever wished, was to be seen once more, as the man i was before. The only need i wish for one to cater, is to be seen and

A heart of Glass by OkaroTokohano, literature

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A heart of Glass

Heart of glass You hold my heart of glass Close to your heart I don't remember when exactly I gave it to you, but I know I did You see my pain I try to see yours You listen to my pains I listen to the ones you tell me I'd like you to share but only if you want to You hold my heart of glass Safe and sheltered Others try and crack it more than it already is Yet your content to guard it For that I'm in your debt

A Dragon's Blood Chapter two by OkaroTokohano, literature

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A Dragon's Blood Chapter two

A Dragon's Blood, Chapter two: The birth of a vigilante. Days passed slowly on my trip but I had meaning that was unknown to me before the start of this trip. I thought a lot as a walked, my thoughts started with my parents, and their deaths these things caused me little pain I had buried my pains with them as a grieved, but still I thought of them. I remember my mom the strongest she was beautiful, long raven black hair and the warmest smile I remember, she used to help me up so many times when I fell down, both figuratively and literally. My father was a man of honor more than anything, probably why he died in battle but I didn't hat

A dragon's Blood Ch.1 by OkaroTokohano, literature

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A dragon's Blood Ch.1

A dragon's blood I drew breath sharply as I woke from the third terrifying nightmare that I had had during my attempt at eight hours of sleep, I decided to give up after that. My entire body was still shaking and I was plastered with sweat, and I felt tears still dripping down my cheeks. I was aware of a slight burning feeling in my left shoulder but I knew what it was and ignored it, it helped to do that. "Why do these nightmares bother me so" I demanded to no one in particular "Why must you damned gods curse me so?" I wandered to the stream to the west of camp, and slipped out of my clothing and into the freezing water, the water stung

In The Shadow Of The King by OkaroTokohano, literature

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In The Shadow Of The King

In the shadow of the King The land is dead and ravaged and full of people Waiting for the hero on white wing, The ground can no longer grow anything So the peasants starve and die In the shadow of the King, They wait for the first stones thrown from sling For it will be the end of their Waiting for the hero on white wing, They would dance and clap and sing For they would no longer be In the shadow of the king, The could resume living In the light for they would no longer be Waiting for the hero on white wing, The sweet joys of everything Will be theirs again but for now they will stay In the shadow of the king Waiting for th

Why? by OkaroTokohano, literature

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Why?

People speak of love, Can someone please define it for me? The thing others cherish and die for I look and I see them happy or sad Yet when I look at myself Nothing of happiness Just sorrow Someone please tell me Why? I've come to feel a resentment for love I've felt it and had it ripped away I've been used and abused yet all i do is try to be content Yet still it happened Why? Can someone tell me? Why must I be the one to be loveless? The one resented and looked down at What did I do to deserve it? Was I bad? Did I do something wrong? Am I just not meant for it? Why? Please someone tell me All I want is an answer Ju

14 things by OkaroTokohano, literature

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14 things

14 Things you can do with someone's Heart You could take it, And break it, Or even remake it, Yet worst of all forsake it. You could love it, Smile down from up above it, For it's truly something to covet, Or it's up to you to think nothing of it. You could bag it, Chase and tag it, Over-feed and gag it, Or leave it as a buffet to many a maggot. But above all else, You could cherish it, For it is the hardest gift to give, And even harder still to receive it.

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The Man i once was. by OkaroTokohano, literature

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The Power of the Heart- CH1 by OkaroTokohano, literature

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The Power of the Heart- CH1

Disclaimer:: This story os of my own creation so please don't anyone go sueing me please My words of wisdom::This creation is dedicated to those of you who run because you think there is nothing else you can do constantly pushing people away to protect yourself from harm even if those people have no intent on harming you in any way keeping your heart locked away hiding it afraid of heart break for those of you who doubt the power that your heart contains or the power that a simple love can bring. I pity you... let this story set an example for you. A lot can come from who and what you are. The Power of the Heart The origin of Jon ~~~~~~~~

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The power of the Heart- CH3 by OkaroTokohano, literature

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The power of the Heart- CH3

Disclamer:: Its mine except if theres reference to something else that isn't mine in that case it belongs to the person it does (If that makes any sense at all) My Dedication:: This one goes out to those of you who have loved and felt the sheer power that you could pull from the relationship and the pain that is caused when your apart from each other one thing you must remember If you allow your heart to grow you will never truly leave somone they will always be there in your heart and memories... The Power Of The Heart Something Evil Lies In Wait ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The time passed hapily in

The power of the Heart- CH4 by OkaroTokohano, literature

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The power of the Heart- CH4

I dedicate this one to those People who have lost a loved one... I share your pain in that aspect. You must remember that they loved you and never forget them or they will truly be lost to you...Remember them and they will always be with you residing in your heart. Love them as you always have and be glad don't fall into despair over their memory. The Power of the Heart A Lost Love and the Power of an Angry Family ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Wake up freak". A voice said with a icy tone as a hand struck a blow across Jon's face. Jon's eyes opened slowly. The first thing he saw was Gyrd standing before him.

The Cause by OkaroTokohano, literature

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The Cause

I feel the pain of the scars on my soul Pulsating when pressed by a feeling or thought Yet because of this pain, I feel good Because the ability to feel that pain Reminds me that I am indeed human The ability to feel that pain to see it at its truest state And accept it for what it is, is a strength all its own I may not be able to bear it alone But then again once again I feel good Because I am not alone I have loved ones I can turn to People who will listen to what I have to say And at the end think nothing less of me. I feel it wrong to share my pain, which makes me feel bad Spreading my pain to others yet They want me to sh

Lonliness by OkaroTokohano, literature

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Lonliness

I sit here waiting and watching, For the one to call my own, Looking for a good reason to sing, Waiting patiently all alone, Life can be hard at times, And worse at others, Much worse than any crimes, Is the loneliness that smothers, So if you are looking, waiting, watching, For the one to call your own, Never endless dreams of dating, Waiting impatiently by the phone, I myself have no one to hold, No one to have in loving embrace, I feel like death is covering me in cold, No one to bring a smile to my face, Seize this moment and stop debating, Get up and look for someone as well, For the one worth all the figh

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With Every Step by EccentricArrow, literature

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With Every Step

With Every Step I've walked this world alone for as long as I can remember, The burden becomes greater as time moves on, And, years pass but nohing changes. It just gets worse,I don't think I can take much more. I am so tired of seeing the happiness that surrounds every couple that passes me, What about me? I try and try again and yet, I'm left alone. There is only so much one can take, I've reached my limit but I don't have the strength to end my life, I am still here. I am still alive, but how alive can you be when you're broken. I know I've got friends,but it makes no difference, it doesn't change the emptiness I feel. I d

lonliness by Lady-Kei, literature

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lonliness

No body wants me; I'm left all alone, No person this evening to welcome me home, No body to squeeze me and to hold me tight, To take care of me through the day and the night, No one to be there to help me through life, Through the good and the bad and through trouble and strife. That's all that I want – someone to be mine, Someone who will listen to me time after time, Someone who will want me for just who I am, Who won't want to change me any way that they can, Someone who will pick me up when I fall, Who won't let me stumble, but help me walk tall. Someone must be out there to help me be me, Who'll be there to guide me to be al

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Somewhere on earth ::looks around:: I'm not posotive where
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite style of art: Anime
Operating System: Brand spanken new..... as of 3 million years ago
MP3 player of choice: iRiver... sounds kinda like iPod dont it? well it's not...
Skin of choice: Hmmm... i wonder can I have a new one if i wanted it?
Favourite cartoon character: At this very moment; Saber from "Fate Stay Night"
Personal Quote: Never argue with an idiot they drag you down to the're level and then beat you with experiance

Favourite Visual Artist

Tailsrulz

Favourite Movies

Armaggedon

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Evanescence

Favourite Writers

J.K. Rowling, J.D. Mchale

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy XI

Favourite Gaming Platform

Ps2, Pc

Tools of the Trade

Fingers, Pencil, Mind (When it feels like working) and my Spiffy Laptop

Other Interests

Anime, Furrys, Writing, Writing Smut, Reading Smut, Vegitating

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OkaroTokohano

Jul 14, 2010

Afraid to sleep

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What hope have I when my own subconscious turned against me? Perhaps some explanation is in order, while awake i know my lot in life, and have come to terms with it, and it has ceased to bother me. Yet while i dream things i am not allowed to have are mine; kind warmth, the embrace of those i have let go now years past, yet my subconscious sees fit to taunt me with them. It's not so much the dreaming that hurts, it's so very pleasant, its the moments after waking, the crushing weight and pain they cause, when i realize those comforts were simply fabrications of a mind that hates itself; why else would it force such pain on me? So here i am, f

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OkaroTokohano

Jan 16, 2010

Whats the point?

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The title says it all. There's little strength left in me, I've made so many mistakes that i cannot unmake, nor can i move forward to cope with them, I'm stuck and it's tearing me apart, long gone are the lofty ideals i once thought myself to follow, long gone is the kindness that once rest inside me, now a cold, lump of resentment, for a world full of people blinded to me. Or is it that I'm blinded to the world? It's come too far for me to tell anymore. Perhaps neither I nor the world see properly. then again who wants to be a part in a world like this, work and struggle just to make ends meet, and commonly not even reach that point. I'm ti

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OkaroTokohano

Dec 1, 2008

We all do a little growing now and then.

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Oh boy where to begin. i've sworn off any form of Chemical that alters my minds thinking i need to keep my mind clear now i've got serious writing to work on again, i doubt i have any regular readers but i'll have a bunch of stories up and rolling, i've gone back through and catagorized, counted, and littleraly sifted through shredded papers to find my old stories, many are being reworked with better character choices, better development, I've got a nice one called "Fur Fangs and Pheromones which has it's first chapter in teh editorial process i will put it up next time i get access to a computer, though i doubt i have any readers left, if i